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What appears to only be an abandoned, run down warehouse to the untrained mortals eyes is to Fae eyes a lovely bed and breakfast, almost New England in style and charm. (This is a Changeling Chat Room)There are 0 people here The most recent statement was made about 31 hours ago.
Tajier DeWinter ni Fiona (Wilder Sidhe): So you say. doesn't mean you wouldn't have jumped on it if she said yes. it was something you wanted if you realized it or not
Samantha Haine ~Cyberpunk Sidhe~: I'd have been more disappointed about losing the argument, to tell you the truth. *chuckles* Plus I'd have been seriously put on the spot because we really weren't a band, I was bluffing. We didn't have a drummer or anything. Just Tami and Luci wanting me to sing for them and me not being all that interested.
Tajier DeWinter ni Fiona (Wilder Sidhe): it's useless to argue for the sake of arguing. but you're always seen it as a sport more then anything else
Samantha Haine ~Cyberpunk Sidhe~: *she nods* Yeah... but with her it was different. It was like I was taking on the people who did that to me as a kid, when I didn't have the will to fight back. I really did see her as a proxy for those nobles, that's why I was so intense about it. It wasn't about her, I was fighting memories.
Tajier DeWinter ni Fiona (Wilder Sidhe): you can never beat memories
Samantha Haine ~Cyberpunk Sidhe~: *nods and sighs* And I was projecting on her things she had nothing to do with, just because of some superficial similarities. That wasn't fair. She's not a punching bag for me to work out my childhood trauma on.
Tajier DeWinter ni Fiona (Wilder Sidhe): it's good to see you're growing up. I know I had too work through my own childhood shit myself
Samantha Haine ~Cyberpunk Sidhe~: I've always been grown up in some ways, stunted in others. Being robbed of your childhood because of being in a coma and waking up just out of puberty will do that to you.
Tajier DeWinter ni Fiona (Wilder Sidhe): I can somewhat understand
Samantha Haine ~Cyberpunk Sidhe~: So now do you finally believe me that I wasn't just being a selfish bitch, but that I had reasons however wrong they might have been?
Tajier DeWinter ni Fiona (Wilder Sidhe): *smiles playfully* having reasons does not mean you weren't being a selfish bitch also on some level. but you're forgiven
Samantha Haine ~Cyberpunk Sidhe~: *smiles* I'm always a selfish bitch om some level, but it wasn't but a fraction of what was going through my head that night. And thank you, I'm glad to have that finally settled.
Tajier DeWinter ni Fiona (Wilder Sidhe): part of being alive is being selfish. even those who do selfless acts do them for selfish purposes.
Samantha Haine ~Cyberpunk Sidhe~: *nods* Cyberpunk is all about the deeply flawed anti-heroes, and I certainly have my share of them.
Tajier DeWinter ni Fiona (Wilder Sidhe): I thought it was all about the chrome
Samantha Haine ~Cyberpunk Sidhe~: The chrome and the neon is the style that sells the substance. It's deeper than most give it credit for.
Tajier DeWinter ni Fiona (Wilder Sidhe): I suppose, but only posers use Ares... I should be getting home I still need to finish up a few things before the con this weekend and should try to get some sleep stored up before it
Samantha Haine ~Cyberpunk Sidhe~: *she nods* This has been a really productive conversation, I appreciate being able to finally heal some old wounds. You take care and enjoy your con. And if you find a hot Ranma-chan or Shampoo cosplayer, lick her for me ok? *grins*
Tajier DeWinter ni Fiona (Wilder Sidhe): I'll see what I can do. *and stands collecting my stuff before heading out*
Tajier DeWinter ni Fiona (Wilder Sidhe): ((have a good night))